Deep Trouble

And I ask for it.
Seriously, I'm so fed up with some people nowadays
I mean like
What the fcuk is wrong with you eh?!
It's a long story. Don't get me start again aite.

Escaping from books. From studies.
But you know something?
I was a fool. Now I know.

Sososoooo In love in the new songs now
Will blog more about it =)

I gotta go. My time is limited now.
Very. Sigh



P.S Laugh, and die.

P.P.S Deepest. Its still there.


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Stupid Exams, and then again. Since when it's smart?

Its raining now =)
miss those times how I could just ran out and play under the rain with no worries xD
Oh well, Childhood life eh

Anyways. Exams are coming like real soon?
Forgot to mention bout it earlier =)
in next two weeks.
Wish me luck!! Haha!!
First three days are gonna be soso torturing for me =/

It's gonna be two in the morning now.
I better go get some beauty sleep for tomorrow events =D
I love love love Youuuuu
not. Hah!

I'm sorry if mua blog is getting boring aite.
I just don't have time to make it interesting nowadays
Don't blame me. Blame the World.
Okay, that doesn't make sense at all.



I miss those people so much sigh




STALKER DIDN'T MESSAGE ME FOR THE PAST FOUR DAYS!!
WOOOOOTS!! *hugging myself*


P.S Adrian!! You liar!!

P.P.S Laugh and let go.


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Lovey Dovey...or is it Lovey Dubby? xD

I'm soo gonna enjoy reading this again
This is written by mua cousin, and yesh, I love her
Start reading! Ahahaha!!

What I'd say if I were God
Hey, y'all. I mean, my creations and all others.

I'm the Christian God. Yeah, the one with the capital G. Now Buddha just IM'ed me about the state of the world now. And I checked it out and went like, 'What?' I mean...I just went down to the café to have a nice chat with the other gods, answered prayers and came back to see all this? I know my time moves faster for me and all, since I'm...well, a god. I can't just sit down and watch y'all do stuff, ya know?

A few key issues I need to address regarding your worship of me. I've noticed you people following the bible a lot. Saying that I wrote it and stuff. Hey, I didn't write that. Okay? People wrote that from what I said. And you people keep editing stuff and adding things in to your fancy. Now, you're condemning people to hell just because they don't follow the book? It's like saying you gotta follow some instruction manual of life from the olden ages in this modern world. #1 Find shelter, #2 plant grains, #3 rear cows. I mean, y'all gotta adapt, ya know? Don't go screaming at people who believe in other gods or act so presumptuous, you're all embarrassing me and ruining my reputation. Didn't I say free will? Like...FREE WILL? I won't kick people to hell for stuff like that. Buddha said smart stuff about belief and how we shouldn't simply just believe and such. And I kinda liked that idea. I mean, I'm a nice guy. Hell's not a nice place for nice people.

Oh yeah, speaking of hell, Lucifer called that day telling me that y'all are blaming him for whatever bad things that happen. Buddha said it's like blaming Karma for bad stuff that happens in Buddhism, except that you're blaming someone else instead of yourself or your past lives. It's not funny guys. I said FREE WILL. Yeah, in capital letters. The devil won't make you do stuff, or take your soul or kill you. I mean. Stuff happens, ya know. I don't control everything. We decided that it's better to set a random number generator for that. So it's no god's fault when bad things happen and we're not pointing fingers at each other. Give Lucifer a break, ya know? He's already got a lot of people roaming in hell trying to think up tortures and such, not to spoil your wretched souls, making sure you really do get punished. If not you'll feel guilty and tell me to smite you. I can't do that, it wasn't in my contract.

These few days (well...that will be a few centuries for you people) I've been receiving a lot of 'Why have you forsaken me?' mails from y'all. I know I've been away, but I DO answer prayers, even if I can't grant wishes (I'm not a magical sky daddy, you know.) You gotta look deep inside yourself and know that I'm always looking out for you. I can't send you a postcard of me and a few other gods posing (well, Allah won't be in it, but you'll always be able to know that he's there) saying "It's owl good. Lookin' out for ya. Wish you were here." tied to the foot of an owl (just so the joke goes well). It's against policy.

I've also been receiving a lot of requests to convert people through miracles or such, or maybe smiting those who don't believe in me. I mean, COME ON. I told you to 'spread the word' not 'wave it in front of others smugly then cursing them when they say 'no thanks'' Sure, sometimes, they go to hell, but y'all will go there too if you kill any grannies or harm people and such. Sometimes there's purgatory. Or if they belong to another god, well, it's their business, not mine. And you think I'll go put a sign when an atheist dies that says 'Haha, you win. There is no god. So now what?' That's against policy too. Just, be nice. Help them if they need help, regardless of their belief. (I did say Love thy neighbor and thyself. But not if your neighbor throws trash into your lawn and takes your car without permission) If they want to join, let them. If they don't, let them go. FREE WILL. I said it again. Hah.

About the second coming, I've discussed a few things. My son says he doesn't really want to go down to a place with such filthy air and light pollution. So he said 'Maybe next week?' Buddha also said that the last Buddha won't be appearing for some time until you clean up all that trash in the ocean. We've been trying to send it back to land, you know. But it doesn't seem to be working because you people keep throwing more stuff in. It's really annoying. So you all won't get anything much soon.

So anyway. There's a new planet we're setting up, but you won't find it till much later, nor will it find you soon. We're trying new things.

Oh and one more thing,
What happened to all the good music?

Lots of love,
You-know-who

---
Just a random thought that came by.


xD!! No offense. It's true. =)
once again, I repeat
It's not written by ME
not that I'm scared of you guys hating me if it's me who wrote it
It's that I don't wanna take the credit, I wish I wrote it!
[laughs at someone's face]

I'm actually reading Biology as a story book
that's HOW I make myself study...bleh =)
Am tired of doing the exercises knowing it doesn't help at all and then, I will always flip to the back and stare at the answers for help xD

Eh. When I say I miss you.
I mean it kay =D



P.S But somewhere we went wrong. We were once so strong.

P.P.S Kiss and Tell!!


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Bitchy!

I got nothing better to do at the moment
Oh ya
One thing

Suzzy says "I'm so sick of handling situations!!"
Kiki says "I'm so sick of the form 4s!!"
Ryan says "I'm so sick of the Prefect Board!!"
Kel says "and I'm so sick of my life. Can We go get our money now pleeaase??"
[laughs]

I HEARTS YOU BABE! AHAHAHA!
Totally hyper now for no reason!!
Feel like running!! [unfortunately I can't due to my injuries]
I tried running up the stairs today =D
of course alone, don't wanna be a laughing stock if anything happens!
Almost felt ==' and almost fall down the stairs? Ya.
and in result, blue black bruise start forming behind my knee...







I'll never learn. Will I?

Hands itching to write something
owh ya.
JOYCE!! YOU OWE ME THREE TIMES!!
Kiki's sleeping on the floor tonight. Dno why xD


P.S Burning up for you baby x)

P.P.S One in a million. Hell yeah!


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Stupid stupid me =)

I feel like I'm a walking disaster or something
First my leg
and then my fist =X

Thank gawd for the pain killers
Dno what I'd do without it =)
I cried and cried cause of the pain that night =='
BLEH. I know I'm weak xD


For some weird reason I'm more hyper during the night
RESTLESS!!

Sorry for the short post.
Just so you know I'm still around
Loving ya'll
xD
Chessy? I know. Lol.



P.S I DON'T HATE!! <3

P.P.S Mwah!


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Tesco!!

Had a fabulous time that day! xD
FULL OF LAUGHTERS!!
The girls
Suzzy, Kiki, Joyce, Atiqah, Manisha, Deborah
The guy
Rishi
ahh...xD? Rishi joined Tashy, Lawrence, Beng and Chet when we're at Pizza Hut though
They went back right after they finished eating
And Rishi was stuck with us girls [AHAHAHAHAHA]

Joyce's mum fetched us to Tesco =)
No hot sun for us!! Ahaha!
and ya, Rishi was with us already
sitting between me and Joyce [why eh]
The rest of the four guys went there on bikes themselves x)
Met Hean Tee, Ling, Milah, Ryan, Shaqil, Rachel, Chia Ting, Yir Fang, Darien, Prandon there. [Did I missed anyone out?]

While waiting for the guys to arrived
We walked around randomly
I forgot who start the dare thingy first
But Joyce and I did it in the end
We went to KFC and target this Dude

Dude: "Yes can I help you."
Joyce : "Can I have your number?"
Dude : " Uhh...whaat...?"
Suzzy: "Can I have your number too?"
Joyce: "We think you're Hawt." [gag. He's so not hawt. I wished you hadn't said that Joyce. I feel like gagging]
[both of us were looking at him for the whole time]
Dude: " [looking at both of us] for what?"
Joyce: "One of us wants it la"
Dude: "Uhh...for...?? [looking damn confused]"
Suzzy: " [look at him impatiently, like he's stupid] Hey. People get each other's number for?? To contact right? What else."
Dude: "Uhhh..."
Suzzy: "So can we?"
Dude: "Uhh..which one of you all want?"
Joyce: "One of us la-"
Suzzy: "You'll know when you give us your number. Promised"
Dude: "Uhh...wait ya [turns his attention to a couple who just walked into KFC. At that moment, we're the only 'costumers' ]"
[Joyce and Suzzy walks out]

Rishi was like wtf la you all, looking like he can't believe we actually did that!
We do REAL random stuff, and we were not DRUNK
Take note of that peeps x)
Manisha can't stop laughing
Kiki and Atiqah were like woots!!
And Deborah was pretty much like Rishi, looking O_O

I dislike it when people are so narrow-minded =)
So I show em'
Lol okay ignore that

Hmm...Owh yea
Pizza Hut next
We happen to have like, ALOT, vouchers with us xD
Each voucher is for one regular pizza
Atiqah got 17 of em'!!
I used mine the night before haha!
We decided to have three pizzas
and those people at the Pizza Hut wouldn't let us use all at the same time due to the stupid rule : one voucher one recipt!
So we split up into thee groups
Kiki - Atiqah
Joyce - Manisha
Suzzy - Deborah
We ordered one pizza each and Joyce ordered drinks for all of us
We sat seperately, waiting patiently for our pizzas
Deborah and I got ours first, then Kiki and Atiqah
Then we took our pizzas and went to sit with Joyce and Manisha
Our dear waitress look damn pissed when she served our last pizza XD
We laughed. Ahahaha!!

The guys ate much more faster then we do
So the four of em' left and Rishi came over and just sat there watching us eating =D
We're crazy about Cheese Powder!!
Joyce pour half on her pizza
And the rest of the cheese are mine AHAHAHA
I wonder where are the pics eh xD
You should had seen how my pizza looks like, Cheese Mountain!!
Atiqah being curious and all, mix some cheese powder with Soda and with Chilli Sauce
Eeeee xD
She claimed its nice. Bleh? Haha!!
It's so hard to describe how it feels like when you're with your girlfriends and had the time of your life!! I laughed like there's no tomorrow x)

After eating. We went for ice-cream!!
Baskin Robbins! Ahaha!!
Halloween coming soon. They had orange and black balloons hunging around there.
I forgot who's idea was it
Manisha had a few extra safety pins
And I burst a black balloon while no one was looking
that lady was was scooping ice-cream for one of us was like jumping up with a shock.
so were the rest xD until they know it was me
Ahahaa!! Manisha was trying her best not to laugh to give the game away.
[seriously? You gotta be there]

I said hi to a few person
One grandmother was looking at me literally Up and Down
XD!
Took a few pics in Popular. Ahh..Not my idea =)

And there's this guy who just walk up to us and gave me the flyers
Joyce started shouting at him "Oh, SO YOU THINK I'M FAT LA?!?"
That guy was like "No noo. But I can't help you to look even more [hand gesture]"
On the flyer there's a number and an email address written on it
All of them was like saying that he's giving me his number =='
they Claimed that he specifically give that flyer to Me.
I don't know. And I don't care either =)
Manisha took the flyer and just crumpled it up before throwing it away ahaha!
Pity that guy if its true xD

We had to walked back. Joyce's mum will pick Joyce up from there.
Manisha and I bought a Sunglasses xD
We went out of Tesco. Rishi was sitting on a bench with another Aunty
Joyce started talking to that Aunt and said "Aunty! You know the cartoon Mr. Bean arh?"
[points at Rishi] "He look like him you know??"
Manisha " [laughs] Aunty must get his autograph!"
Kiki "He's our Malaysia version mia Mr. Bean!"
The rest of us were laughing at Rishi, Aunty was looking, glancing at him looking damn amused
Meanwhile, Rishi had that 'wtf' look on his face, but he was smiling in embarrassed. XD

We walked back. =)
Deborah is scared to cross a road by herself. =D

That night went out to Dinner with my Aunt and Uncle who came down from KL
Chit-chat la with my cousin.
Whatta day xD

Falling in love is a crime. I wished xD


Sorry for not blogging that long.
Wasn't in the mood to handle some stupid stuff
I love you!! Hearts! =D


P.S Don't cha wish you could be Her?

P.P.S Baby. You have no idea how much I miss ya! xD!


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Laughter <3

I spend the whole day laughing again
Ahh...High School =)
Friends are the best. No doubt about that.

Joyce: "My brother had this friend who is so....ugh!"
Suzzy: "Ugh? Ugh what?"
Joyce: " [laughs] You know those firecrackers? Red ones? That you gotta struck it against the box, and then throw it away, for it will explode like real loud?"
Suzzy: "Owhhh that!! Ya ya why."
Joyce: "My brother's friend. He caught house lizards, struck the firecracker thingy, place it INSIDE the lizard's mouth, and let it run away. Then [BOOM!!] "
Suzzy: " [had the wtf look on her face] "

Joyce: "He did something even worse!"
Suzzy: " [stares] "
Joyce: "I mean, my brother's friend la, not my brother. And this time is hamsters!"
Suzzy: "WHAT THE HELL HE BOOM HAMSTERS?!"
Joyce: "Nooo! He did something even worse. He held em', and just squeeze em' to death [showing Suzzy how he squeeze, acting]"
Suzzy: " [8O aka jaws drop] wait, wait a minute! He bought hamster just to...Squeeeze em'?!"
Joyce: "I dunno! That's all what my bro told me."

Joyce: "And there's once, my brother's other friend found her hamster. Dead. In the fridge. And it's...flat?"
Suzzy: " [thinking what's with people and hamster these days] "
Joyce: " And. Later on. That same guy, confessed that he accidentally step right on that hamster. He like don't wanna let the girl know so he just dump the body into the fridge."
Suzzy: "What the hell is the hamster doing running around on the FLOOR??"
Joyce: "No la. That girl she sometimes let it run around mer."
Suzzy: " ... That guy is mad. Think what. Fridge?! Frozen meat kah ==' "
Joyce: "Uhuh.... [smiling] "


Rishi bit my new pencil case today =(
EEE!! That's not gonna happen again for sure
And I missed my Prefect's recess today xD
Was talking and talking and talking to Joyce till the bell rang

Joyce: " [looks at her watch] erm..Sue Yi? You just missed your recess!"
Suzzy: " [o.o] Owh okay. Nevermind. Eat later. Skip Bio."

Ahahahaha. Not. Joyce find it amusing =='
By the way, I took pictures of my babies already!!
They are CHO CUUUUUUUUUTE!!
Can't upload the pictures yet, ahh well.
Need to wait till my dad gets home =)



P.S He's got looks that books take pages to tell. He's got a face to make you fall on your knees.

P.P.S Realized that Joyce had done much more talking than I do. Or is it just me, refuse to tell the world What I talked about? xD


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

It's healthy to be Evil once a while =)

Woots!! Am back!
So addicted to FB now =)
I love the quiz!!
Don't ask me why, I just do
Reminds me of blogthings...Hmmm

To Brandon.
Get a life aite
Do "US" a favour by saving your oh-so-wonderful comments to yourself
Save us the trouble from plotting aite

Yawn. Tired.
Gotta go. Nights. Hugs =)


P.S No good. Or too good? x)

P.P.S I Love You


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Rebelicious! AHAHAH!!

Ballet exam was FUN
for the first time ever
I knew it'd stupid to be nervous about it earlier xD
I had done really random stuff when am in there
AHAHA!!
Luckily the examiner Miss Wallay, didn't see me doing so
My sis did tho and she like WhatTheHellIsSheDoing?
I love my sis =)
no seriously, I really do

I gotta go now. Blogging tonight again perhaps!
I Love you Babe xD


P.S Random mood. Ignore all the junks =D

P.P.S Who Say I Can't? x)


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Someone was bored. And asked me to blog.

So here I am. Blogging.
Not to mention, being active in FB as well
I just finished studying =D
Sososo proud of myself.
Pffft

Joyce actually sweeps floor on Tuesday 8D
Was like pointing and laughing at her
Drama drama drama
I told I'd blog about it, she wouldn't believe
So here it is! x)
Do me a favor peeps, make a big deal about it for me

Teachers rarely enter class for these few days.
Shalya didn't come to school =='
So left me and Green Monkey
We talked about something something xD
and most of the time, arguing and ya know
Imitating people as well

Joyce: "You know I have this friend Nanni, she was in US right?"
Suzzy: "Uhuhh..."
Joyce: "Once they had this project thingy, when they are like supposed to take care of animals and bring em' back home as pets. Nanni had five goldfish. And two of em' died xD"
Suzzy: "Whatta? How?!?"
Joyce: "One got stuck in the pump tank thingy, which she didn't noticed until it's too late. And the other one flew out from the tank and went 'plop' on the floor. Instant death." *laughs*
Suzzy: "*dno whether to laugh or look horrified*"

Joyce: "Eh Sue Yi."
Suzzy: "Ya?"
Joyce: "Try drowning a fish"
Suzzy: "Why? Oh wait....*thinks* Wait a minute, you can't DROWN a FISH!"

xD
At biology lab, she threatened to pull my tie.
I threatened to pull hers too, so she was looking at me one kind
"I don't have one"
"Oh yes, I could always pull your hair"
*laughs laughs laughs*

*+*+*+*+*+*

Sigh. It's really something I couldn't get over at all.
I still can't accept the fact though.
Silly me =)



P.S Risho missed the Oreo Cheesecake!! DUMBASS!! XD

P.P.S Two can play a game


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie